Unless you know what it’s like to live with a mental illness, there is never any way I can adequately describe how some days your World simply disintegrates. But it does. However hard you try, however strong you think you are, how well you believe you can cope? Some days it just all evaporates and you are left with a vast void that sucks you into oblivion.
When everyone is celebrating life around you as a result, it can get very difficult to function correctly, and you don’t want fuss or attention, you just want to get through to the other side.
Sometimes it is absolutely not about sharing everything with the whole World