Yesterday, I completed a task that it has literally taken me 15 years to address.
My writing folder has been a mess since somewhere in 2002, and I could never face the horror of delving into it, mostly because of a number of very, very personal files that I’d written, then forgotten the names of. That meant reading anything I wasn’t sure about became a bit of a trauma, but yesterday I took a deep breath and went for it. This, I realise, is the complete body of work I’ve attempted in fiction since that time, only one part of which has ever been completed. Well, starting this month, that is going to change.
Most of the titles above are not complete or are simply outlines, but a fair few are significant works in progress. Once I take a day to go through them all and work out what I think is most doable, there’ll be an effort made to bring one to completion. Right now, I realise, I don’t have the tools available to finish the work I was doing with my November NaNoWriMo piece, and I’d probably be better off trying to complete something at this point with the story already completely plotted. That gives me a few options for editing starting next week, as I want to spend at least an hour a day doing just that as a way to effectively get my groove back.
The plan is to not beat myself up over what hasn’t been done, and to focus now on what I can do well to move this fiction journey forward.
The trick now is to not let my enthusiasm and impetus falter. I’m going to plan as well as I can, and not give up until I’ve finished at least one novel length work. As relaxation and a counter? I’m going to go back through the Bonds and pick up the spellings and typos I’ve noticed on subsequent re-reads. That’s the plan, and the Writing Site will reflect this going forward. For now, however, I’m going to see if my body can sustain a Gym trip, followed by a quick zoom to the local Shopping Multiplex for the youngest, where I’m going to take my passport and finally visit the Bank of the department store where I had a credit card that’s just been paid off, and cancel the account once and for all.
This week, after all, is all about concrete progress.