Happy Birthday, Daniel <3 Don’t @ me, this is my World and I can do whatever the fuck I like, plus you’re only fifty once.
This morning’s been a bit of a brain fog day, I’ll be honest. However, I’ve now sorted my gaming life to be considerably less cluttered than it was, and the next stage is to use the weekend to get myself well ahead of the planning curve. I had briefly entertained walking to the Gym today but concluded my day would be better served in PJ’s, with copious amounts of tea and the time to start some more reflective planning. Last night, despite it only being 4 days since Blood Donation, I broke a PB on Zwift, and I’ll be doing 150km over the next three days in order to keep my weekly total intact. Suddenly, it is not enough to just sit around and do enough.
Suddenly, I need to be doing more.
I got a rejection e-mail yesterday. I’m getting used to them, and every time one happens I just become more determined to write better work. In this case, the poem written is one of the best things I feel I have ever produced. As a result, I’m not going to share it publicly but will keep it as the first part of a wider portfolio of work that I can use as a benchmark. There needs to be more work like this, but for that, the organisation has to happen. At least I am now capable and aware enough to grasp what has to change as a result. It isn’t the time to sit and work, so much as the mindset for this and everything else.
Yeah, it’s still fucking freezing, but the temperature has risen slightly so things are looking up. We were supposed to have a guy come start working on the garden today… that’s not happening for a while.
Right, I need to get my arse in gear.