Tag: writing is HARD

  • Sing Sing Sing

    Sing Sing Sing

    Sometime, the whole of your existence opens up, spring flower reaching upwards towards sunlight and promise of a new day. Other times, everything is shit and you just want to die. Welcome to the one where someone else’s enthusiasm finally kicked down a door in my brain before storming inside. Julia and I have known […]

  • Let Down

    Next week, I start a new project on top of my existing workload. I have no idea how it’s going to go, but it gives an important space for my writing to evolve out of the place it now exists to become something better. I’ll be kicking off the site with the poems previously entered as […]

  • Express Yourself

    Express Yourself

    Some days, I am incapable of communicating successfully. When this happens, I force myself to go back to basics. Don’t tweet. Think before mouth is opened. Stop and take time to work out whether it is worth even starting a sentence. Only when all the criteria can be satisfied is it safe to go ahead […]

  • Happy

    Happy

    This blog is the equivalent of Internet tumbleweed: extremely localized, and only seen by a handful of people. Every time I hear someone lament that ‘nobody cares about what I do’ there is this sudden and overriding desire to point out that, for coming up for two decades that’s been my life, right there. Seven […]

  • Hope for the Future

    Hope for the Future

    I didn’t get my mentorship. It wasn’t a surprise. In good news, they sent the e-mail nice and early, so I didn’t have to stress about it all day. Not that I would have, of course, because I already know how this is going to pan out. What mattered more this morning was bettering my […]

  • Secret Messages

    Secret Messages

    Yesterday, I wrote a poem. Not gonna lie here: I think it is the best poem I’ve ever written. Weeks of mucking around with stanza and enclosed space has begun to bear unexpectedly appetising fruit. I took what wasn’t either rhyme or rhythm and made both happen in a manner that, in the end, had me […]

  • Breathe

    Breathe

    I never finished my Mindfulness course. Begun what seems like an age ago, in the heat of stress and concern pre-Operation, it has been so long since my last session that the automated e-mails have stopped coming. I feel, especially considering the events of the last few weeks, it might well be worth going back […]

  • Time

    Time

    My life is coming to a fairly significant crossroads. In just over a month, I commit myself at 50 to becoming my own arbiter, attempting to create a new career as a 21st Century Nonconformist. In a World where so many shout their mantras into the ether, which some believe rotates far too closely around circles […]

  • Time in a Bottle

    Tomorrow, I’ll have written 500 posts here. A lot of it, let’s be honest, has been dross but as I continue to have my moments, the body of work increases. I’ve been unhappy with the layout for a while now, and decided to go Full Minimalist because the Writing site is going to be a […]

  • Nothing

    Nothing

    There has never been a better time to have an opinion than RIGHT NOW. Social media allows everybody the opportunity to not only hold a point of view but be able to express it, regardless of any ability to do so either well or politely. Once upon a time, if you disagreed with a review […]